Am I a failure?... Am I not good enough for the world... for God?... Why do I have these tough challenges?... Why am I having a hard time facing them?... Is it because I am weak?... I envy others who seem to have a pretty normal life… unlike mine… my life is a chaotic circus of emotions, one minute you’re elated, the next thing you know you’re in a deep state of pensiveness… Why am I here?... Why am I being forsaken?... What is the purpose of my existence?… Now I question you… God